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Post by oliviabenson(Taylor's Version) on May 26, 2020 1:02:23 GMT -5
Really sucks that I don't live somewhere where this would be possible because I would stay covered up from the neck down, if I could, but I'd freaking die in the summer if I tried that. I hate wearing shorts. I hate wearing tank tops. I hate wearing short sleeves. I hate wearing anything that's even the slightest bit tight. (I say as I'm wearing yoga pants...fine with those, though) Was wearing shorts yesterday and felt like everyone was staring at my ugly thighs. I swear one person I passed said "she's so fat". Everything was jiggling and people were probably disgusted and I was so uncomfortable. I just want to stay in baggy clothes that hide everything. It freaking sucks that, for my stupid skin, I have to put this lotion on two of my most hated spots: my arms and my thighs. Although I can't tell where the stupid crap has helped at all. There probably won't be any mirrors at all in my future house. Maybe just a small one but that's it. I don't want to see myself and I don't want anyone to see me. Guess I know now why I was a little obsessed with sweatshirts last fall/winter. Maybe this is also why I get annoyed every time my sister says "you're not as big as you think you are" okay you wear skin tight clothes all you want, I'm going to wear something that won't cling to me. Maybe I'll just wear a trash bag from now on. It's very rude from persons who are pssing by to say something like that. I mean, they don't have to think that it is beautiful or something, if they don't find it beautiful, but there are also people who don't like skinny persons and like people who weight a bit more. But those people almost never say such things about skinny persons. Also they should think about the fact that there are persons who can't do anything about their weight because they are sick or it's just genetic. Some people can eat everything and very much and don't get thicker, other persons just look at chocolate nd weight a kilo more. I think nobody should be ashamed about their own body. But some people make it hard not to be ashamed. I never had the problem to be fat, or something like that, but I never got why people can get so mean about other peoples body, especially if they doesn't know them at all. And by the way, no person is a body, every person is what is inside of the body, that's much more important.
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Post by Deleted on May 26, 2020 11:04:39 GMT -5
Really sucks that I don't live somewhere where this would be possible because I would stay covered up from the neck down, if I could, but I'd freaking die in the summer if I tried that. I hate wearing shorts. I hate wearing tank tops. I hate wearing short sleeves. I hate wearing anything that's even the slightest bit tight. (I say as I'm wearing yoga pants...fine with those, though) Was wearing shorts yesterday and felt like everyone was staring at my ugly thighs. I swear one person I passed said "she's so fat". Everything was jiggling and people were probably disgusted and I was so uncomfortable. I just want to stay in baggy clothes that hide everything. It freaking sucks that, for my stupid skin, I have to put this lotion on two of my most hated spots: my arms and my thighs. Although I can't tell where the stupid crap has helped at all. There probably won't be any mirrors at all in my future house. Maybe just a small one but that's it. I don't want to see myself and I don't want anyone to see me. Guess I know now why I was a little obsessed with sweatshirts last fall/winter. Maybe this is also why I get annoyed every time my sister says "you're not as big as you think you are" okay you wear skin tight clothes all you want, I'm going to wear something that won't cling to me. Maybe I'll just wear a trash bag from now on. It's very rude from persons who are pssing by to say something like that. I mean, they don't have to think that it is beautiful or something, if they don't find it beautiful, but there are also people who don't like skinny persons and like people who weight a bit more. But those people almost never say such things about skinny persons. Also they should think about the fact that there are persons who can't do anything about their weight because they are sick or it's just genetic. Some people can eat everything and very much and don't get thicker, other persons just look at chocolate nd weight a kilo more. I think nobody should be ashamed about their own body. But some people make it hard not to be ashamed. I never had the problem to be fat, or something like that, but I never got why people can get so mean about other peoples body, especially if they doesn't know them at all. And by the way, no person is a body, every person is what is inside of the body, that's much more important. It’s very possible that my messed up brain thought he said that but actually said something else. Who knows, he could have been singing/rapping along to a song. And my sister wants to go to the beach on the 7th...ughhhh...wearing a bathing suit around strangers is the worst. She loves to go to water parks and I die a little every time she asks me.
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Post by oliviabenson(Taylor's Version) on May 26, 2020 11:56:12 GMT -5
It's very rude from persons who are pssing by to say something like that. I mean, they don't have to think that it is beautiful or something, if they don't find it beautiful, but there are also people who don't like skinny persons and like people who weight a bit more. But those people almost never say such things about skinny persons. Also they should think about the fact that there are persons who can't do anything about their weight because they are sick or it's just genetic. Some people can eat everything and very much and don't get thicker, other persons just look at chocolate nd weight a kilo more. I think nobody should be ashamed about their own body. But some people make it hard not to be ashamed. I never had the problem to be fat, or something like that, but I never got why people can get so mean about other peoples body, especially if they doesn't know them at all. And by the way, no person is a body, every person is what is inside of the body, that's much more important. It’s very possible that my messed up brain thought he said that but actually said something else. Who knows, he could have been singing/rapping along to a song. And my sister wants to go to the beach on the 7th...ughhhh...wearing a bathing suit around strangers is the worst. She loves to go to water parks and I die a little every time she asks me. No matter if she really said it or you just thought that she said it, the thoughts only exist because people who judge others just from their bodies exist. And that's something that is really bad and shouldn't be that way.
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Post by Roman on May 26, 2020 13:27:03 GMT -5
It's very rude from persons who are pssing by to say something like that. I mean, they don't have to think that it is beautiful or something, if they don't find it beautiful, but there are also people who don't like skinny persons and like people who weight a bit more. But those people almost never say such things about skinny persons. Also they should think about the fact that there are persons who can't do anything about their weight because they are sick or it's just genetic. Some people can eat everything and very much and don't get thicker, other persons just look at chocolate nd weight a kilo more. I think nobody should be ashamed about their own body. But some people make it hard not to be ashamed. I never had the problem to be fat, or something like that, but I never got why people can get so mean about other peoples body, especially if they doesn't know them at all. And by the way, no person is a body, every person is what is inside of the body, that's much more important. It’s very possible that my messed up brain thought he said that but actually said something else. Who knows, he could have been singing/rapping along to a song. And my sister wants to go to the beach on the 7th...ughhhh...wearing a bathing suit around strangers is the worst. She loves to go to water parks and I die a little every time she asks me. Keep in mind that we often have a distorted view of these things ourselves. Once you’re aware of some flaws, you put it under a magnifying glass. You think everyone will notice it immediately. The reality is that people see the big picture. Sure, some will be not so positive. But others will notice your strong sides. There’s no need to cover up. You have the right to feel comfortable in your skin.
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Post by Roman on May 27, 2020 11:05:03 GMT -5
Alright, I confess. I ate junkfood today. Went to get some fries and snacks. Ate so much fries, but it was good.
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Post by SomeFearlessChick on Jun 9, 2020 1:03:43 GMT -5
Alright, I confess. I ate junkfood today. Went to get some fries and snacks. Ate so much fries, but it was good. I think it's necessary to give in to cravings every now and then. If I don't have my 'cheat days' I will binge on other food in search of the hit. Whereas if I just eat the unhealthy food I'm craving, it's done, and I don't feel like it again for a while.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 10, 2020 22:02:54 GMT -5
Nothing against my mom, I am not angry or annoyed or anything to have to help her during this time, and I hope her recovery goes well but good god I can’t wait until she is healed so I can get away from my dad. Tired of being talked to like I’m an idiot. Tired of being barked at. He’d probably flip his lid if it’s ever just me at home with her because I guess I shouldn’t be trusted with helping my mom. Even my sister seems like she doesn’t trust me. Nice to know no one trusts me.
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Post by Roman on Jun 13, 2020 1:38:59 GMT -5
My fingers are itching more and more to push the unfollow button on Taylor’s social media accounts. We only hear from her when she wants to sell something or when she’s the ventriloquist puppet of some political agenda...
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Post by Deleted on Jul 10, 2020 22:31:43 GMT -5
I CAN'T HOLD IT IN ANYMORE. I'VE BEEN WANTING TO LISTEN TO DRAKE. THERE I SAID IT. God's Plan was a guilty pleasure. Like, idk, the beat sounded good to me and so did his voice. Same thing with Toosie Slide. I guess it's just kind of weird because I've never listened to rap before and I always said I disliked that genre. But...it's awkward because I think he's had some nasty rumors in the past...
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Post by Roman on Jul 11, 2020 0:47:32 GMT -5
I CAN'T HOLD IT IN ANYMORE. I'VE BEEN WANTING TO LISTEN TO DRAKE. THERE I SAID IT. God's Plan was a guilty pleasure. Like, idk, the beat sounded good to me and so did his voice. Same thing with Toosie Slide. I guess it's just kind of weird because I've never listened to rap before and I always said I disliked that genre. But...it's awkward because I think he's had some nasty rumors in the past... Oh Laurie, this hurts, I feel betrayed... So many acceptable guilty pleasures out there and you picked this... Have my efforts of raising you been all for nothing... [/drama]
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Post by taytaytay on Jul 11, 2020 3:36:39 GMT -5
I CAN'T HOLD IT IN ANYMORE. I'VE BEEN WANTING TO LISTEN TO DRAKE. THERE I SAID IT. God's Plan was a guilty pleasure. Like, idk, the beat sounded good to me and so did his voice. Same thing with Toosie Slide. I guess it's just kind of weird because I've never listened to rap before and I always said I disliked that genre. But...it's awkward because I think he's had some nasty rumors in the past... His older stuff is so good! I don't really like Tootsie Slide because I feel like it was written and released purely to be a Tik Tok dance, but Nothing Was The Same and Views are really solid rap albums. He's had controversies but the only ones that have been proven are his feuds with other rappers, which everyone in music seems to have some sort of beef.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 11, 2020 18:03:30 GMT -5
I CAN'T HOLD IT IN ANYMORE. I'VE BEEN WANTING TO LISTEN TO DRAKE. THERE I SAID IT. God's Plan was a guilty pleasure. Like, idk, the beat sounded good to me and so did his voice. Same thing with Toosie Slide. I guess it's just kind of weird because I've never listened to rap before and I always said I disliked that genre. But...it's awkward because I think he's had some nasty rumors in the past... His older stuff is so good! I don't really like Tootsie Slide because I feel like it was written and released purely to be a Tik Tok dance, but Nothing Was The Same and Views are really solid rap albums. He's had controversies but the only ones that have been proven are his feuds with other rappers, which everyone in music seems to have some sort of beef. Okay, 'cause if the ones involving underage girls are true...yikes. But, last night, I started with So Far Gone and that didn't really appeal to me like God's Plan and Toosie Slide. This is silly considering he's released a loooot of music but I'm worried that maybe I only like his radio singles! I'll keep listening until I've listened to all of his albums. Maybe So Far Gone was just a little bit too old for me. I've kind of noticed that when I get into an artist. If I've gotten used to how their music sounds today, their older stuff doesn't sound as good to me.
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Post by oliviabenson(Taylor's Version) on Aug 2, 2020 11:58:24 GMT -5
Sometimes I feel like I'm completely worthless. Not right now, but very often. I don't know why.
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Post by SomeFearlessChick on Aug 2, 2020 20:25:37 GMT -5
Sometimes I feel like I'm completely worthless. Not right now, but very often. I don't know why. Kinda had a thought this morning when I was reflecting on this year. The only worthless people in the world are the panic buyers who cleaned the shelves out.
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Post by taytaytay on Aug 3, 2020 1:35:08 GMT -5
Sometimes I feel like I'm completely worthless. Not right now, but very often. I don't know why. Kinda had a thought this morning when I was reflecting on this year. The only worthless people in the world are the panic buyers who cleaned the shelves out. Don't forget the landlords who tried to evict people for not paying their rent after they were made redundant because of the pandemic!
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