Important Note

So, I figured this is probably the best place to put this.

I am going to tag my PM friends and such as necessary but it is for everyone.
@recklessflames @randomswiftie13 taryn TaylorSwiftFan thiefinrippedupjeans Joe 🍀 @theyrealllaughing underlinehad patrick02 perfectRhythm13 @alicxmikadzuki Aaliayha1 sharonlovestaylor DogLover Mew™   JDMaleSwiftie josephjes MyCastleCrumbledOvernight @thirteenfifteen22

Some of you I haven't actually PMed here that much but we talk on forum a lot and you may notice it too...

So I have been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I was thinking about how much time I spend here, and online in general.
Even if I am not typing and chatting, I am constantly scrolling something. Constantly online and connected.


I use the internet as an escape. I escape my every day life, I escape my anxieties and fears by hiding behind a screen and never doing the things I want to do because that involves risks, failures, and possibly not being good enough. So I sit here and do nothing. I say all the things I love and I know I enjoy but I never make time for it because I have become somewhat addicted to my distraction. I rather scroll endlessly than cope with my anxiety and fear. In turn I am creating for myself a meaningless existence of connection to a machine.

In turn, I want to disconnect. I want to stop making my life a land of dreary nothingness owned by anxiety and fear. But to do that I have to cut off the main source of what I use to cope instead of actually looking it in the face and coping: my endless connection to always looking at random online things or just reading online crap. It is almost all I do with the time I have outside of my homework.

This is not a permanent goodbye, I am not "leaving" per say, I am becoming less active. I hope to set up a particular day out of the week I come online and check this.

So in turn it will be a little harder to hear from me, but if you desire to, here's options.

1. Write me a PM. It'll be easier to get ahold of me in PMs that I'll check and can write you a sort of update back and chat for a bit lol.
2. I think I have it public here? But I have an email I use for online companions. taylorswiftfan98@yahoo.com if you want a more frequent reply it would be best to catch me there. I'll probably only reply here and there during the week, not every day, but it is a quicker way to reach me.
3. you can tag me on the forum @ whispereddaydreams is my actual id to tag with, if you want me to see or notice a particular post. (didn't do that right the first time lol)

And Mew can always see this as a way of me actually writing the dang TC story.

Thank you all for being wonderful companions, this isn't goodbye, and even in my offline time you'll have a place in my heart.