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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2017 22:33:43 GMT -5
The truth, they'd say I'm broken, I need help, I need medication, people would treat me differently, everyone would worry about me, I'd lose some of the little freedom I have in this god forsaken place I mean you already know you have a problem you might as well confront it head on.There's nothing wrong with needing help. Everyone needs help at some point in their life. You don't have to inform anyone (friends/family)of your personal health if you don't want to. Medication isn't a bad thing if it will help you out. |
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Post by JDMaleSwiftie on Dec 30, 2017 22:34:16 GMT -5
I uh, confess that I don't think I am mentally stable and I'm too afraid to seek any medical professionals to help me with any of these problems I’m the same way, but sometimes it’s necessary. |
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Post by Dudbun on Dec 30, 2017 22:47:29 GMT -5
The truth, they'd say I'm broken, I need help, I need medication, people would treat me differently, everyone would worry about me, I'd lose some of the little freedom I have in this god forsaken place I mean you already know you have a problem you might as well confront it head on.There's nothing wrong with needing help. Everyone needs help at some point in their life. You don't have to inform anyone (friends/family)of your personal health if you don't want to. Medication isn't a bad thing if it will help you out. Eh, ya'see home life isn't amazing for me so that's my main hurdle. If I didn't have the people I had to deal with around me on a daily basis then I'd find it easier. I can't do anything without questions and harasments being thrown my way. If I planned a trip to get some help then I'd get beaten down for it because of reasons I'd rather not get into here. Just, the people I live with and can hardly hide anything from are a pain and I wish I could either leave this place, or if the specific people would leave my life. Hell it was tough enough when I went to a counsellor in school and they sent a letter home, and the freaking person I live with opened my mail because it "looked important" while I wasn't there.. That's the main force stopping me from doing anything I want to do in life. I hate them with a passion and.. and.. I never, ever would wish ill intentions on anyone, even people in school I disliked I never wanted them to die. But this person, I wouldn't care if they spent the rest of eternity burning in the firey pits of hell. I hate that you can't choose the family you're born into. Anyway I kinda.. rambled a little and got off topic.. |
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2017 22:54:46 GMT -5
I mean you already know you have a problem you might as well confront it head on.There's nothing wrong with needing help. Everyone needs help at some point in their life. You don't have to inform anyone (friends/family)of your personal health if you don't want to. Medication isn't a bad thing if it will help you out. Eh, ya'see home life isn't amazing for me so that's my main hurdle. If I didn't have the people I had to deal with around me on a daily basis then I'd find it easier. I can't do anything without questions and harasments being thrown my way. If I planned a trip to get some help then I'd get beaten down for it because of reasons I'd rather not get into here. Just, the people I live with and can hardly hide anything from are a pain and I wish I could either leave this place, or if the specific people would leave my life. Hell it was tough enough when I went to a counsellor in school and they sent a letter home, and the freaking person I live with opened my mail because it "looked important" while I wasn't there.. That's the main force stopping me from doing anything I want to do in life. I hate them with a passion and.. and.. I never, ever would wish ill intentions on anyone, even people in school I disliked I never wanted them to die. But this person, I wouldn't care if they spent the rest of eternity burning in the firey pits of hell. I hate that you can't choose the family you're born into. Anyway I kinda.. rambled a little and got off topic.. Dude, that's terrible. I'm sorry you have such a bad home life. I wish there was better advice I could give you. |
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Post by Dudbun on Dec 30, 2017 22:57:05 GMT -5
Eh, ya'see home life isn't amazing for me so that's my main hurdle. If I didn't have the people I had to deal with around me on a daily basis then I'd find it easier. I can't do anything without questions and harasments being thrown my way. If I planned a trip to get some help then I'd get beaten down for it because of reasons I'd rather not get into here. Just, the people I live with and can hardly hide anything from are a pain and I wish I could either leave this place, or if the specific people would leave my life. Hell it was tough enough when I went to a counsellor in school and they sent a letter home, and the freaking person I live with opened my mail because it "looked important" while I wasn't there.. That's the main force stopping me from doing anything I want to do in life. I hate them with a passion and.. and.. I never, ever would wish ill intentions on anyone, even people in school I disliked I never wanted them to die. But this person, I wouldn't care if they spent the rest of eternity burning in the firey pits of hell. I hate that you can't choose the family you're born into. Anyway I kinda.. rambled a little and got off topic.. Dude, that's terrible. I'm sorry you have such a bad home life. I wish there was better advice I could give you. It's alright, I learned to adapt and hide behind a load of walls. Until I can finally be free of the people who hold me down. It's the way I have to be I suppose. It's why I have places like this though, and the people on here. It's nice because I know I can be who I am and not be judged. And everyone here is friendly. Like I said I hate how you can't chose the family you're born with. But you guys here are like another family for me.. even though I'm not very active xP |
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2017 23:01:30 GMT -5
Dude, that's terrible. I'm sorry you have such a bad home life. I wish there was better advice I could give you. It's alright, I learned to adapt and hide behind a load of walls. Until I can finally be free of the people who hold me down. It's the way I have to be I suppose. It's why I have places like this though, and the people on here. It's nice because I know I can be who I am and not be judged. And everyone here is friendly. Like I said I hate how you can't chose the family you're born with. But you guys here are like another family for me.. even though I'm not very active xP You should be more active since you like it here  |
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Post by Dudbun on Dec 30, 2017 23:03:08 GMT -5
It's alright, I learned to adapt and hide behind a load of walls. Until I can finally be free of the people who hold me down. It's the way I have to be I suppose. It's why I have places like this though, and the people on here. It's nice because I know I can be who I am and not be judged. And everyone here is friendly. Like I said I hate how you can't chose the family you're born with. But you guys here are like another family for me.. even though I'm not very active xP You should be more active since you like it here Okay another confession time, I'm not great at socialising xP |
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2017 23:06:59 GMT -5
You should be more active since you like it here Okay another confession time, I'm not great at socialising xP Well, neither am I but we are having a pretty good conversation now, right?  |
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Post by JDMaleSwiftie on Dec 30, 2017 23:07:02 GMT -5
I confess sometimes I wish I could save everyone.
I know I can’t, but I’d do anything to be able to free everyone in the world (good people at least) of pain, depression, dejection, etc.
Even if I don’t know someone personally I still hate to see people struggling and wish there were ways I could take that pain away.
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Post by Dudbun on Dec 30, 2017 23:08:48 GMT -5
Okay another confession time, I'm not great at socialising xP Well, neither am I but we are having a pretty good conversation now, right? True, but not all conversations open with confessions of how f'ed up life is? And hell you did start the conversation, I can never start em >,< |
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2017 23:12:42 GMT -5
Well, neither am I but we are having a pretty good conversation now, right? True, but not all conversations open with confessions of how f'ed up life is? And hell you did start the conversation, I can never start em >,< If you post random things in the off topic section Callie or Emma will most likely start a conversation with you |
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Post by Dudbun on Dec 30, 2017 23:13:53 GMT -5
True, but not all conversations open with confessions of how f'ed up life is? And hell you did start the conversation, I can never start em >,< If you post random things in the off topic section Callie or Emma will most likely start a conversation with you We'll see maybe perhaps.. >,< Don't expect it though xP |
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2017 23:16:08 GMT -5
If you post random things in the off topic section Callie or Emma will most likely start a conversation with you We'll see maybe perhaps.. >,< Don't expect it though xP I'm expecting you to post more! Don't let me down, Dudbun |
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2017 23:21:29 GMT -5
I'm expecting you to post more! Don't let me down, Dudbun Dudbun here also has a Q&A thread. Just sayin. You know you missed the perfect opportunity to use a classic Dragon Ball Z phrase there. |
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2017 23:37:05 GMT -5
I confess sometimes I wish I could save everyone. I know I can’t, but I’d do anything to be able to free everyone in the world (good people at least) of pain, depression, dejection, etc. Even if I don’t know someone personally I still hate to see people struggling and wish there were ways I could take that pain away. me me me f***ing me to a t |
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