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Post by Deleted on Dec 23, 2017 21:08:16 GMT -5
Last semester I went on a casual date with this guy to a duck pond, and at the end he tried to kiss me. and I had a panic attack. freaked out, walked away. he thought he triggered some PTSD rape memory and I've never even had that, so I was talking to him on the phone trying to explain I have anxiety problems and it wasn't his fault. He never talked to me after and it really hurt. I knew that. I think I saw it in your Q and A thread before, but that's plenty deep for this thread I don't think I mentioned he never spoke to me again and how awkward it was to see him in town after because he lives in my town. |
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Post by Deleted on Dec 23, 2017 21:12:06 GMT -5
I sometimes wonder if I am actually capable of being...loved by someone now without doubting them eventually. Wondering if it is flattery, or lies, or to get something from me. If they're going to hurt me, mentally or physically. I think that is why I had the panic attack, although at the time it was unexpected and I cried wondering why the hell I was freaking out when some guy obviously finally liked me. I scared him off. I feel like I just scare everyone off eventually, or push them away unintentionally... I always doubt people now and I haven't figured out how to fix that yet.
There. That is probably something newer.
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Post by underlinehad on Dec 24, 2017 10:11:25 GMT -5
I am not as strong as I make myself out to be. you're stronger. |
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Post by TaylorSwiftFan on Dec 24, 2017 13:57:10 GMT -5
I confess I’m way too self conscious. I am too, but I think everyone knows that about me already. |
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Post by TaylorSwiftFan on Dec 24, 2017 13:57:26 GMT -5
I've wanted to make a section just for confessions but with an anonymous account specifically for posting in that section. That's a good idea possibly. |
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Post by sharonlovestaylor on Dec 24, 2017 14:10:33 GMT -5
I love animals
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Post by sharonlovestaylor on Dec 24, 2017 14:12:22 GMT -5
ok ill go deep too I was abused as a child
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Post by Deleted on Dec 24, 2017 14:19:32 GMT -5
ok ill go deep too I was abused as a child *huggle* |
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Post by Dudbun on Dec 24, 2017 19:15:53 GMT -5
I confess I'm terrible at confessing
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Post by Deleted on Dec 26, 2017 2:38:09 GMT -5
If I had the chance to start my life over, I would probably take it.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 26, 2017 12:30:08 GMT -5
I am so insecure about the things I enjoy doing I talk myself out of everything.
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Post by JDMaleSwiftie on Dec 26, 2017 12:52:28 GMT -5
I am so insecure about the things I enjoy doing I talk myself out of everything. I’m the same way Jazzy. |
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Post by Deleted on Dec 26, 2017 18:57:22 GMT -5
I’m reborn again and I am proud to be a strong woman and decided to be become all God made me to become and be
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Post by Deleted on Dec 27, 2017 0:56:44 GMT -5
I don’t wanna leave earth but God created me to love him forever and I am so lucky to have a father like God he cares about me and never stops thinking about me because I’m his he loves me unconditionally and I’ don’t When I will breathe my last but I do know when I go home God will show me how much he values me and cares about me and loves me and I’m his child and he created me in his image and no matter what happens to us and dedicate your life to God it’s has the decision that I have made when I was 10 and actually God changed my heart to realize that I’m so valuable in his eyes that he thinks that I’m loved and I’m perfect in his eyes and there is a God above who loves you unconditionally forever and he will never leave you I promise you that the fact I’m sitting here saying there’s a God and im here still I’m a miracle from heaven
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Post by heysteven on Dec 27, 2017 3:38:11 GMT -5
I have a cat, he's ok.. However, I'm a dog person at heart  |
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