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Post by MyCastleCrumbledOvernight on Nov 28, 2018 22:49:23 GMT -5
I’m so tired of writing these kind of messages. But it’s better than not being able to.
Monday night my parents came home, I was playing the piano and when I finally turned around, I saw some familar looking mail and my mother’s glare... three of the Christmas cards came back...
I didn’t put return addresses on them, so... mail person picked it up on Saturday and sent some of it back on Monday with notes about extra postage required... so you could say I’m a bit pissed at that person. I should have checked the mail on Monday. I thought they might get returned regardless of the return address, but I decided I was just being irrational...
I have a really good sense for knowing when something bad is about to happen. I started sensing something on Sunday night, but I didn’t recognize it as something really bad, just...
so, anyway... stuff happened... I’m not sure how, but... my parents only know about my twitter account I showed them... so... yeah... could be worse, I guess...
We talked about some crap, or well, yelled, and I guess I... told them some things that bother me, but... they still don’t really get it, but hey, I told them I had a crush on Chase Elliott. That’s a huge step for me haha.
My mom was going to take away my phone as usual but my dad said it wouldn’t do any good... he said I’m sixteen and it’s up to me to make the right choices... I’m a bit confused, but... oh well...
My mom gave my phone back today, so... guess I’m not making the right choices...
In short, I screwed up. No matter what I do, I’m hurting someone. Right now I’m hurting everyone. So, cut to the chase, you could say I’m #grounded or whatever... it’s really not as bad as usual, since I’m typing this, but... I won’t be around much anymore, if at all...
so... this isn’t goodbye, but... see you later...
Please, just... don’t change...
I’m not really okay but I could be doing a lot worse, so... don’t worry about me...
I love you all... I’m sorry...
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Post by Deleted on Nov 28, 2018 23:22:07 GMT -5
:c
I'm sorry your parents found out about your cards. If you didn't put your address on them, there should be no problem.
I hope you'll be able to come back here soon. You're, like, the life of this forum, so if you leave, we're doomed, haha! If you randomly pop in one day and need someone to vent to, my inbox is open. I know your trust in me is a little broken after some things but I promise my lips are sealed. I don't want you to bottle everything up and I certainly don't want you to cry yourself to sleep.
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Post by TaylorSwiftFan on Nov 28, 2018 23:58:27 GMT -5
I’m so tired of writing these kind of messages. But it’s better than not being able to. Monday night my parents came home, I was playing the piano and when I finally turned around, I saw some familar looking mail and my mother’s glare... three of the Christmas cards came back... I didn’t put return addresses on them, so... mail person picked it up on Saturday and sent some of it back on Monday with notes about extra postage required... so you could say I’m a bit pissed at that person. I should have checked the mail on Monday. I thought they might get returned regardless of the return address, but I decided I was just being irrational... I have a really good sense for knowing when something bad is about to happen. I started sensing something on Sunday night, but I didn’t recognize it as something really bad, just... so, anyway... stuff happened... I’m not sure how, but... my parents only know about my twitter account I showed them... so... yeah... could be worse, I guess... We talked about some crap, or well, yelled, and I guess I... told them some things that bother me, but... they still don’t really get it, but hey, I told them I had a crush on Chase Elliott. That’s a huge step for me haha. My mom was going to take away my phone as usual but my dad said it wouldn’t do any good... he said I’m sixteen and it’s up to me to make the right choices... I’m a bit confused, but... oh well... My mom gave my phone back today, so... guess I’m not making the right choices... In short, I screwed up. No matter what I do, I’m hurting someone. Right now I’m hurting everyone. So, cut to the chase, you could say I’m #grounded or whatever... it’s really not as bad as usual, since I’m typing this, but... I won’t be around much anymore, if at all... so... this isn’t goodbye, but... see you later... Please, just... don’t change... I’m not really okay but I could be doing a lot worse, so... don’t worry about me... I love you all... I’m sorry... I'm sorry to hear about this. I don't have very strict parents so I don't know what it's like but it must be tough. I hope things will be okay for you and you can come back. I love seeing you and talking to you so it will suck if you aren't around very much.  |
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Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2018 0:02:26 GMT -5
I hope that you will be able to return to NTC soon. We will miss you very much.
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Post by Roman on Nov 29, 2018 1:54:06 GMT -5
Awh, that sucks. But don't worry about it. We're very grateful you tried! Hang in there! At least your parents didn't entirely go crazy and you made a small step of making your own decisions. Take care!  |
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Post by oliviabenson(Taylor's Version) on Nov 29, 2018 4:25:23 GMT -5
I'm very sorry for what happened, I don't know how the cards could come back without your address on it. I hope you can come back more often soon. It's very quiet without you. And like I wrote in a pm, if you want to talk, I'm here, if you can't come to NTC, you have my e-mail address. But I don't think you hurt someone.
I'll be waiting for you.
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Post by underlinehad on Nov 29, 2018 12:26:45 GMT -5
I’m so tired of writing these kind of messages. But it’s better than not being able to. Monday night my parents came home, I was playing the piano and when I finally turned around, I saw some familar looking mail and my mother’s glare... three of the Christmas cards came back... I didn’t put return addresses on them, so... mail person picked it up on Saturday and sent some of it back on Monday with notes about extra postage required... so you could say I’m a bit pissed at that person. I should have checked the mail on Monday. I thought they might get returned regardless of the return address, but I decided I was just being irrational... I have a really good sense for knowing when something bad is about to happen. I started sensing something on Sunday night, but I didn’t recognize it as something really bad, just... so, anyway... stuff happened... I’m not sure how, but... my parents only know about my twitter account I showed them... so... yeah... could be worse, I guess... We talked about some crap, or well, yelled, and I guess I... told them some things that bother me, but... they still don’t really get it, but hey, I told them I had a crush on Chase Elliott. That’s a huge step for me haha. My mom was going to take away my phone as usual but my dad said it wouldn’t do any good... he said I’m sixteen and it’s up to me to make the right choices... I’m a bit confused, but... oh well... My mom gave my phone back today, so... guess I’m not making the right choices... In short, I screwed up. No matter what I do, I’m hurting someone. Right now I’m hurting everyone. So, cut to the chase, you could say I’m #grounded or whatever... it’s really not as bad as usual, since I’m typing this, but... I won’t be around much anymore, if at all... so... this isn’t goodbye, but... see you later... Please, just... don’t change... I’m not really okay but I could be doing a lot worse, so... don’t worry about me... I love you all... I’m sorry... I'm going to try this again, since my first attempt didn't work...
You know that saying not to worry about you is, for me, like telling the sun not to come up in the morning, because i DO worry about you, a LOT... especially when i don't hear from you for long periods of time, so i'm hoping you'll be ok and will be able to come back soon! Again, please know that you're loved a LOT and i'll be looking forward to hearing from you again whenever that will be possible... Please stay safe, above all...
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Post by MyCastleCrumbledOvernight on Nov 29, 2018 13:19:24 GMT -5
Thanks, everyone... I’m afraid I won’t be checking my email much either...
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Post by Roman on Nov 29, 2018 13:29:28 GMT -5
I feel responsible in a way, because I probably should’ve told you not to go around your parents and go through with it. But okay, we can’t turn it back. Just know that I’m behind you. And even when you’re not here, I will think about you and worry about you, because I care! You’ll get through this!
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Post by MyCastleCrumbledOvernight on Nov 29, 2018 13:33:10 GMT -5
I feel responsible in a way, because I probably should’ve told you not to go around your parents and go through with it. But okay, we can’t turn it back. Just know that I’m behind you. And even when you’re not here, I will think about you and worry about you, because I care! You’ll get through this! Hey, don’t worry about it... you tried to tell me not to... but I was gonna do it anyway, so... it’ll all be alright  |
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Post by underlinehad on Nov 29, 2018 13:43:08 GMT -5
I feel responsible in a way, because I probably should’ve told you not to go around your parents and go through with it. But okay, we can’t turn it back. Just know that I’m behind you. And even when you’re not here, I will think about you and worry about you, because I care! You’ll get through this! Hey, don’t worry about it... you tried to tell me not to... but I was gonna do it anyway, so... it’ll all be alright only when you are able to return:) |
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Post by MyCastleCrumbledOvernight on Nov 29, 2018 13:46:02 GMT -5
Hey, don’t worry about it... you tried to tell me not to... but I was gonna do it anyway, so... it’ll all be alright only when you are able to return:) I like to hope that maybe the next few years will be alright... |
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Post by underlinehad on Nov 29, 2018 13:52:41 GMT -5
only when you are able to return:) I like to hope that maybe the next few years will be alright... you will be too, you know! |
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Post by MyCastleCrumbledOvernight on Nov 29, 2018 13:57:22 GMT -5
I like to hope that maybe the next few years will be alright... you will be too, you know! I hope so |
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Post by underlinehad on Nov 29, 2018 14:02:49 GMT -5
Believe in yourself!
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